When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure.

But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.

What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go ! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.

Love strives is hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt at all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You can not finish the book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a
single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even
more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejections, to love is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing ! To reach for another is to risk
involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true love ; fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and ever be
unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful image into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It sould inspire you and give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

Loving people many giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears,
for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him or her the freedom to find his or her way, whether it leads towards you or away from you.

Love is painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.

If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love coz every time we do, we get hurt, then I figure that's why it's called falling in love.

When you decide to love, allow it to grow. When you promise to love, refuse to let it die.

masih terbayang lagi saat itu...
kau membuka pakaianku satu persatu...
bibirku dicium tanpa rasa jemu...
aku lemas dalam pelukan dan dakapanmu...
ku puaskan nafsumu...
ku turutkan saja apa saja yang kau mahu...
dari rambut sehingga ke hujung kakiku...
kau terokainya tanpa rasa jemu...
lama kelamaan keseronokkan itu kita layari setiap kali bertemu...
akhirnya aku mula hanyut dalam duniamu...
dan akibatnyaakujadi tak menentu...

aku mula tertanya-tanya pada diri sendiri..
di mana kebahagiaan..di mana kegembiraan...

kebahagiaan... kegembiraan...
semua insan di dunia ini inginkan kebahagiaan, inginkan kegembiraan bersama insan yang tersayang... .
airmataku ini mengalir tanpa henti apabila ku sedar semua itu hanya mimpi yang hanya berulang-ulang

kini aku mula sedar..

aku sedang menerima balasan
kerana lupa pada Tuhan,
terlau ikutkan nafsu syaitan
derhaka kepada ibu yang banyak berkorban... .

kerana CINTA... aku lupakan PENCIPTAku
kerana CINTA... aku lupakan ibu
kerana CINTA... aku lupakan kebahagiaanku
kerana CINTA... aku korbankan maruahku
kerana CINTA... aku mula lupa siapa diriku
kerana CINTA... aku ditipu
kerana CINTA... aku hampir di madu
sampai bila aku akan disiksa sebegini

kini...
aku malu...
aku malu dengan PENCIPTAku...
aku malu untuk berdepan dengan ibu dan keluargaku yang amat menyayangi diriku walaupun aku telah mengecewakan mereka..
aku malu dengan mereka yang berada disekelilingku...

airmata mengalir tanpa henti..
apakah kesudahan hidupku ini...
dipermainkan..dipersendakan..diperbodohkan...
semuanya salahku kerana terlalu dahagakan kasih sayang seorang lelaki..

kenapa aku perlu setia pada dia?
kenapa aku perlu terus menantinya?
kenapa aku perlu meratapi pembohongannya?
kenapa aku perlu terus musnahkan diriku kerana si dia?

aku cuma mahukan mereka yang ku sayang bahagia dan gembira... akhirnya aku yang merana... .

dia...
mengajarku erti kehidupan...
memberiku peluang untuk berdepan dengan pelbagai pengalaman..
membiarkan aku menangis siang dan malam...
menghinaku bila merasa dirinya terancam...
membelaiku bila rasa dirinya memerlukan perhatian...

dia... .
telah ku serahkan segalanya...
tanpa ku sedar erti dosa... .
akhirnya aku yang merana...
aku lupa..
aku seorang wanita... hanya punya satu benda berharga...
tapi... dia berjaya juga akhirnya...
memujuk..merayu...
akhirnya aku tewas juga dalam dakapannya...

kini..aku hampir gila dibuatnya...
namunku kuatkan semangat demi mereka..
Keluargaku yang tercinta...
Yang sanggup menerimaku seadanya...

Ya Tuhan...
dimanakah lelaki yang dapat berikan aku kebahagiaan?
Ya Tuhan...
lelaki yang dapat memberikan aku sinar dan petunjuk jalan..
kesyurgaMU yang menjadi idaman setiap insan...
di mana dia insan yang bergelar lelaki beriman dan budiman?
YA Tuhan...
sudah pupuskah lelaki yang mampu membahagiakan aku sehingga ke akhirat sana..?
aku hanya insan yang lemah dari tulang rusuk kiri yang bengkok memerlukan perhatian dan kasih sayangnya..
di manakah dia

Berikanlah aku kekuatan wahai Tuhan... agar aku mampu meneruskan perjalanan tanpa mengambil keputusan untuk menamatkan kehidupan dengan jalan yang tidak diperkenankan olehMU tuhan...

Everybody Doesnt Have to Love Me

Not everybody have to love me or even like me. I dont necessarily like everybody I know, so why should everybody else like me? I enjoy being like and being loved, but if somebody doesnt like me, I will still be okay and still feel like I am an okay person. I cannot make somebody like me, any more than someone can get me to like them. I dont need approval all the time. If someone does not approve of me, I will still be okay.

It Is Okay to Make Mistakes

Making mistakes is something we all do, and I am still a fine and worthwhile person when I make them. There is no reason for me to get upset when I make a mistake. I am trying and if I make a mistake, I am going to continue trying. I can handle making a mistake. It is okay for others to make mistakes, too. I will accept mistakes in myself and also mistakes that others make.

Other People Are Okay and I Am Okay

People who do things I dont like are not necessarily bad people. They should not necessarily be punished just because I dont like what they do or did. There is no reason why other people should be the way I want them to be, and there is no reason why I should be the way somebody else wants me to be. People will be whatever they want to be, and I will be whatever I want to be. I cannot control other people or change them. They are who they are; we all deserve basic respect.

I Dont Have to Control Things

I will survive if things are different than what I want them to be. I can accept things the way they are, accept people the way they are, and accept myself the way I am. There is no reason to get upset if I cant change things to fit my idea of how they ought to be. There is no reason why I should have to like everything. Even if I dont like it, I can live with it.

I Am Responsible for My Day

I am responsible for how I feel and what I do. Nobody can make me feel anything. If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way. If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positive. It is not the responsibilities of other people to change so that I can feel better. I am the one who is in charge of my life.

I Can Handle It When Things Go Wrong

I dont need to watch out for things to go wrong. Things usually go just fine, and when they dont, I can handle it. I dont have to waste my energy worrying. The sky wont fall in; things will be okay.

It is Important To Try

I can. Even though I may be faced with difficult tasks, it is better to try than to avoid them. Avoiding a task does not give me any opportunities for success or joy, but trying does. Things worth having are worth the effort. I might not be able to do everything, but I can do something.

I am Capable

I dont need someone else to take care of my problems. I am capable. I can take care of myself. I can make decisions for myself. I can think for myself. I dont have to depend on somebody else to take care of me.

I Can Change

I dont have to be a certain way because what has happened in the past. Everyday is a new day. Its silly to think I cant help being the way I am. Of course I can. I can change.

Other People Are Capable

I cant solve other people problems for them. I dont have to take on other peoples problem as if they were my own. I dont need to change other people or fix up their lives. They are capable and can take care of themselves, and can solve their own problems. I can care and be of some help, but I cant do everything for them.

I Can Be Flexible

There is more than one way to do something. More than one person has good ideas that will work. There is no one and only best way. Everybody has ideas that are worthwhile. Some may make more sense to me than others, but everyones ideas are worthwhile, and everyone has something worthwhile to contribute.

Sharing all our dreams and passions,
And making memories with crazy fashions,
Caring for each other with great affection,
We used to have a strong connection.

Laughter and tears from joy and pain,
You were the one who kept me sane,
We were sure of one thing only,
Our friendship stood for one and only.

Many crushes over the years,
Had kept at bay our teenage fears,
We craved the who had be so kind,
The one we knew we had someday find.

Yet through it all we never thought,
We might get hurt by what we sought,
And though we thought we were so smart,
We weren't at matters of the heart.

But after months and quiet pain,
I apologized for being vain, 
Although not worth a friendship lost,
I know exactly what the cost.

Sometime people have to change,
Their lives might have to rearrange,
But the experience that will last,
Makes the memories of the past.

       awak... ... saya minta maaf banyak2
sebab saya tak pernah memahami hati awak...
saya tahu perasaan awak hanyalah untuk saya
saya juga tahu awak setia menunggu saya
hingga saat itu... .

awak... ... salahkah kalau kite berkawan saja?
hati saya telah dimiliki...
dan saya tak mungkin untuk berpaling darinya
saya harap awak faham tentang itu... .

tapi awak... .
sekarang baru saya mengerti
betapa saya juga sayangkan awak... .
sayang seorang sahabat
rupa-rupanya ader sedikit ruang
dalam hati saya ini...
untuk awak...
saya tak pernah sedar semua itu...

Awak... ... awak cakap awak akan tunggu saya sampai bila2...
tapi semalam... .segalanya berbeza...
awak dah bertemu seseorang
yang mampu menyayangi awak seadanya...
namun, hati ini tetap terusik...
bila berita itu singgah di telinga... .

mengapa hati ini begitu kecewa?
mengapa air mata ini begitu senang mengalir?
Adakah saya turut menyayangi awak lebih dari seorang sahabat??
tak mungkin... ..
sayang saya untuk awak hanya sebagai seorang sahabat... .
tapi mengapa diri ini harus begitu sedih dan kecewa?
mengapa diri ini tiba2 menjadi keliru?
yaALLAH... ..saya sepatutnya mendoakan kebahagiaan awak...
tapi mengapa saya sukar untuk menerima kenyataan awak tu...

mungkin inilah yang awak rasa
bila awak tahu hati saya sudah dimiliki oleh seseorang... .
kepedihan inikah yang awak tanggung dahulu??
jika benar, saya minta maaf banyak2..
baru kini saya mengerti perasaan kecewa awak dulu...
betapa awak begitu mengharapkan saya dahulu
maafkan saya kerana telah mengecewakan awak...
tapi awak harus ingat..saya tetap sayangkan awak..
sebagai seorang sahabat yg setia...

andai awak telah benar2 bertemu seseorang
yang telah berjaya menawan hati awak...
saya doakan awak bahagia... .
saya doakan dia takkan mengecewakan awak...
seperti mana saya mengecewakan awak... .
semoga awak dan dia berbahagia... .
awak juga... doakan lah saya
dengan pilihan hati saya...
walau apa pun yang terjadi... .
ikatan persahabatan antara kita tetap utuh...
insyaALLAH... .

Saya berjanji...
akan menyimpan segala kenangan persahabatan kita... .
segala jasa dan budi awak... .akan tetap saya ingati...
terima kasih sahabat... .
semoga kita berdua bahagia dengan pilihan hati masing-masing... .

sebelum diri ini menjadi lebih keliru...
saya ingin memohon maaf..
kerana tidak pernah memahami isi hati awak... .
kerana membuatkan awak penat menunggu
kerana membiarkan awak kecewa dengan cerita bahagia saya... .
kerana segala-galanya... saya minta maaf...

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita

(Korus)
Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn..t reach my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart